I'm back....

That darkness I began to feel was overwhelming.  I am normally a very spiritual person, but at this particular moment, I was questioning my entire existence. How could GOD love me and take my child away...How could GOD love me and leave me behind without (Zora--my child)..How could He leave me...My darkness was so deep at that present time, I decided to give up...Give up on GOD...Give up on love...Give up on me...How could I come back from this....How could I come back from such a deep saddening darkness..Hmmm..but little did I know the dark times were not over yet...to be continued..