Today, I sit and wait….and sit and wait…..oh boy waiting is hard when your loved one is not doing well. My beautiful mom is in the hospital now, with a fragile body and fragile mind. I cry as I write these words…. Speaking to her today it was evident that she was still holding on and fighting the good fight. She has lost some of her memory which scares me, because I have been away so very long. …and I wonder will she completely forget me.. It scares me that one day….one moment she will not remember me. I can feel her holding on to my voice as we speak, but I can also tell there is another battle within her. Oh God!….mothers….. They are such superwomen…such powerful beautiful beings on this great earth.
Mom told me years ago that her greatest fear was losing her mind. I love that she shared that with me. At the time I didn’t realize she saw something we all did not. She saw what was about to come. It was God giving us a little sign for preparation. Now her fear has come to fruition and my heart breaks. Normally I am strong and pulled together, but this year has been a rollercoaster ride of madness for me spiritually and emotionally. I also believe it has been the same for so many others. You know pain filled awakenings… You know the ones, when your loved one is in the hospital or you just lost someone in the blink of an eye. Oh 2018 you came in with a freaking BANG! But that’s ok. We are a little bent, but we are not BROKEN.
God definitely built women…mothers….to fight like HELL… and I believe and trust my mom is fighting as hard as she can. She not only taught me about faith, but she showed me how to be a faithful woman. Oh Jesus it is up to you now. Show up and show out with your miracles. Mom….Mother….Superwoman…..I love you...
Matthew 11:28-30 Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
To be continued….
Love you all
Valerie Lynn--- XOXOXO
Mom told me years ago that her greatest fear was losing her mind. I love that she shared that with me. At the time I didn’t realize she saw something we all did not. She saw what was about to come. It was God giving us a little sign for preparation. Now her fear has come to fruition and my heart breaks. Normally I am strong and pulled together, but this year has been a rollercoaster ride of madness for me spiritually and emotionally. I also believe it has been the same for so many others. You know pain filled awakenings… You know the ones, when your loved one is in the hospital or you just lost someone in the blink of an eye. Oh 2018 you came in with a freaking BANG! But that’s ok. We are a little bent, but we are not BROKEN.
God definitely built women…mothers….to fight like HELL… and I believe and trust my mom is fighting as hard as she can. She not only taught me about faith, but she showed me how to be a faithful woman. Oh Jesus it is up to you now. Show up and show out with your miracles. Mom….Mother….Superwoman…..I love you...
Matthew 11:28-30 Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
To be continued….
Love you all
Valerie Lynn--- XOXOXO
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