For the last few weeks I have been in a funk… you know the kind.. ,Where all those thoughts of the past creep upon you at ONCE. The thoughts that scream.. you don’t deserve this, or you have been through too much so just give up… And boy oh boy, are these thoughts loud at times. Even the same old Ghosts at work are popping back up once again. I literally screamed when I got into my car to go home the other day. I screamed… God I thought I fought this battle before! What is going on! Have you ever had one of those screaming sessions with God? When it seems nothing goes right and everyone in the world seems to be against you. I know I have had many and guess what He’s the all knowing, All powerful Big Boy… He can take it. I digress…
I screamed why are the same people coming against me once again? Haven’t I proved myself God! I don’t understand this mess. Of course I said another word, but to keep it PG I will sensor myself here. Once I finished my pouting session, and came back to myself. I cried and cried and cried. Then I just became silent. In my silence I could feel God again. My beautiful God ..you know He never leaves you, no matter how erratic you become. It came to me.. Sometimes God will make you so uncomfortable that you have no choice but to change your surroundings. Often times I hear myself say, I am afraid or I do not want to rock the boat. God says I may have to tip that boat over for me to get you where you need to be! Jesus always knows how our story ends… so trust Him.
So that is what I will do ..Trust Him. Trust Him to rid the Ghosts of the past and to take me to another beautiful part of my destiny. Whatever ghosts you are dealing with, trust Him. Trust Him to get you to your destiny. Trust Him to take care of those old Ghosts. Step out on Faith…
Because you have so little faith. He answered. For truly I tell you, if you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you. Matthew 17:20
See you later friends.
Yours truly Valerie Lynn
I screamed why are the same people coming against me once again? Haven’t I proved myself God! I don’t understand this mess. Of course I said another word, but to keep it PG I will sensor myself here. Once I finished my pouting session, and came back to myself. I cried and cried and cried. Then I just became silent. In my silence I could feel God again. My beautiful God ..you know He never leaves you, no matter how erratic you become. It came to me.. Sometimes God will make you so uncomfortable that you have no choice but to change your surroundings. Often times I hear myself say, I am afraid or I do not want to rock the boat. God says I may have to tip that boat over for me to get you where you need to be! Jesus always knows how our story ends… so trust Him.
So that is what I will do ..Trust Him. Trust Him to rid the Ghosts of the past and to take me to another beautiful part of my destiny. Whatever ghosts you are dealing with, trust Him. Trust Him to get you to your destiny. Trust Him to take care of those old Ghosts. Step out on Faith…
Because you have so little faith. He answered. For truly I tell you, if you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you. Matthew 17:20
See you later friends.
Yours truly Valerie Lynn
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